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to spare the life of her only child. A burst of grief, and a violent
struggle, such as I hope I may never have to witness again, succeeded.
I knew that her heart was breaking from that hour; but I never once
heard complaint or murmur escape her lips. 'It was a piteous
spectacle to see that woman in the prison-yard from day to day,
eagerly and fervently attempting, by affection and entreaty, to soften
the hard heart of her obdurate son. It was in vain. He remained
moody, obstinate, and unmoved. Not even the unlooked-for
commutation of his sentence to transportation for fourteen years,
softened for an instant the sullen hardihood of his demeanour.
'But the spirit of resignation and endurance that had so long upheld
her, was unable to contend against bodily weakness and infirmity.
She fell sick. She dragged her tottering limbs from the bed to visit her
son once more, but her strength failed her, and she sank powerless on
the ground.
'And now the boasted coldness and indifference of the young man
were tested indeed; and the retribution that fell heavily upon him
nearly drove him mad. A day passed away and his mother was not
there; another flew by, and she came not near him; a third evening
arrived, and yet he had not seen her - , and in four- and-twenty hours
he was to be separated from her, perhaps for ever. Oh! how the long-
forgotten thoughts of former days rushed upon his mind, as he almost
ran up and down the narrow yard - as if intelligence would arrive the
sooner for his hurrying - and how bitterly a sense of his helplessness
and desolation rushed upon him, when he heard the truth! His
mother, the only parent he had ever known, lay ill - it might be, dying
-
within one mile of the ground he stood on; were he free and
unfettered, a few minutes would place him by her side. He rushed to
the gate, and grasping the iron rails with the energy of desperation,
shook it till it rang again, and threw himself against the thick wall as
if to force a passage through the stone; but the strong building
mocked his feeble efforts, and he beat his hands together and wept
like a child.
'
I bore the mother's forgiveness and blessing to her son in prison; and
I carried the solemn assurance of repentance, and his fervent
supplication for pardon, to her sick-bed. I heard, with pity and
compassion, the repentant man devise a thousand little plans for her
comfort and support when he returned; but I knew that many months
before he could reach his place of destination, his mother would be no
longer of this world. 'He was removed by night. A few weeks
afterwards the poor woman's soul took its flight, I confidently hope,
and solemnly believe, to a place of eternal happiness and rest. I
performed the burial service over her remains. She lies in our little
churchyard. There is no stone at her grave's head. Her sorrows were
known to man; her virtues to God. 'it had been arranged previously to
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