The Pickwick Papers


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man. I could say nothing in reply; for who could offer hope, or  
consolation, to the abject being before me?  
'I sat there for upwards of two hours, during which time he tossed  
about, murmuring exclamations of pain or impatience, restlessly  
throwing his arms here and there, and turning constantly from side to  
side. At length he fell into that state of partial unconsciousness, in  
which the mind wanders uneasily from scene to scene, and from place  
to place, without the control of reason, but still without being able to  
divest itself of an indescribable sense of present suffering. Finding  
from his incoherent wanderings that this was the case, and knowing  
that in all probability the fever would not grow immediately worse, I  
left him, promising his miserable wife that I would repeat my visit next  
evening, and, if necessary, sit up with the patient during the night.  
'
I kept my promise. The last four-and-twenty hours had produced a  
frightful alteration. The eyes, though deeply sunk and heavy, shone  
with a lustre frightful to behold. The lips were parched, and cracked in  
many places; the hard, dry skin glowed with a burning heat; and there  
was an almost unearthly air of wild anxiety in the man's face,  
indicating even more strongly the ravages of the disease. The fever was  
at its height.  
'I took the seat I had occupied the night before, and there I sat for  
hours, listening to sounds which must strike deep to the heart of the  
most callous among human beings - the awful ravings of a dying man.  
From what I had heard of the medical attendant's opinion, I knew  
there was no hope for him: I was sitting by his death-bed. I saw the  
wasted limbs - which a few hours before had been distorted for the  
amusement of a boisterous gallery, writhing under the tortures of a  
burning fever - I heard the clown's shrill laugh, blending with the low  
murmurings of the dying man.  
'
It is a touching thing to hear the mind reverting to the ordinary  
occupations and pursuits of health, when the body lies before you  
weak and helpless; but when those occupations are of a character the  
most strongly opposed to anything we associate with grave and  
solemn ideas, the impression produced is infinitely more powerful.  
The theatre and the public-house were the chief themes of the  
wretched man's wanderings. It was evening, he fancied; he had a part  
to play that night; it was late, and he must leave home instantly. Why  
did they hold him, and prevent his going? - he should lose the money  
-
he must go. No! they would not let him. He hid his face in his  
burning hands, and feebly bemoaned his own weakness, and the  
cruelty of his persecutors. A short pause, and he shouted out a few  
doggerel rhymes - the last he had ever learned. He rose in bed, drew  
up his withered limbs, and rolled about in uncouth positions; he was  
acting - he was at the theatre. A minute's silence, and he murmured  


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