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many; because these men either die early, or by unnaturally taxing
their bodily energies, lose, prematurely, those physical powers on
which alone they can depend for subsistence. His besetting sin gained
so fast upon him, however, that it was found impossible to employ
him in the situations in which he really was useful to the theatre. The
public-house had a fascination for him which he could not resist.
Neglected disease and hopeless poverty were as certain to be his
portion as death itself, if he persevered in the same course; yet he did
persevere, and the result may be guessed. He could obtain no
engagement, and he wanted bread. 'Everybody who is at all
acquainted with theatrical matters knows what a host of shabby,
poverty-stricken men hang about the stage of a large establishment -
not regularly engaged actors, but ballet people, procession men,
tumblers, and so forth, who are taken on during the run of a
pantomime, or an Easter piece, and are then discharged, until the
production of some heavy spectacle occasions a new demand for their
services. To this mode of life the man was compelled to resort; and
taking the chair every night, at some low theatrical house, at once put
him in possession of a few more shillings weekly, and enabled him to
gratify his old propensity. Even this resource shortly failed him; his
irregularities were too great to admit of his earning the wretched
pittance he might thus have procured, and he was actually reduced to
a state bordering on starvation, only procuring a trifle occasionally by
borrowing it of some old companion, or by obtaining an appearance at
one or other of the commonest of the minor theatres; and when he did
earn anything it was spent in the old way.
'
About this time, and when he had been existing for upwards of a year
no one knew how, I had a short engagement at one of the theatres on
the Surrey side of the water, and here I saw this man, whom I had lost
sight of for some time; for I had been travelling in the provinces, and
he had been skulking in the lanes and alleys of London. I was dressed
to leave the house, and was crossing the stage on my way out, when
he tapped me on the shoulder. Never shall I forget the repulsive sight
that met my eye when I turned round. He was dressed for the
pantomimes in all the absurdity of a clown's costume. The spectral
figures in the Dance of Death, the most frightful shapes that the
ablest painter ever portrayed on canvas, never presented an
appearance half so ghastly. His bloated body and shrunken legs -
their deformity enhanced a hundredfold by the fantastic dress - the
glassy eyes, contrasting fearfully with the thick white paint with which
the face was besmeared; the grotesquely-ornamented head, trembling
with paralysis, and the long skinny hands, rubbed with white chalk -
all gave him a hideous and unnatural appearance, of which no
description could convey an adequate idea, and which, to this day, I
shudder to think of. His voice was hollow and tremulous as he took
me aside, and in broken words recounted a long catalogue of sickness
and privations, terminating as usual with an urgent request for the
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