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at least, to hang about the scene, and to impart to it a squalid and
sickly hue.
'
Many eyes, that have long since been closed in the grave, have looked
round upon that scene lightly enough, when entering the gate of the
old Marshalsea Prison for the first time; for despair seldom comes with
the first severe shock of misfortune. A man has confidence in untried
friends, he remembers the many offers of service so freely made by his
boon companions when he wanted them not; he has hope - the hope
of happy inexperience - and however he may bend beneath the first
shock, it springs up in his bosom, and flourishes there for a brief
space, until it droops beneath the blight of disappointment and
neglect. How soon have those same eyes, deeply sunken in the head,
glared from faces wasted with famine, and sallow from confinement, in
days when it was no figure of speech to say that debtors rotted in
prison, with no hope of release, and no prospect of liberty! The atrocity
in its full extent no longer exists, but there is enough of it left to give
rise to occurrences that make the heart bleed.
'Twenty years ago, that pavement was worn with the footsteps of a
mother and child, who, day by day, so surely as the morning came,
presented themselves at the prison gate; often after a night of restless
misery and anxious thoughts, were they there, a full hour too soon,
and then the young mother turning meekly away, would lead the child
to the old bridge, and raising him in her arms to show him the
glistening water, tinted with the light of the morning's sun, and
stirring with all the bustling preparations for business and pleasure
that the river presented at that early hour, endeavour to interest his
thoughts in the objects before him. But she would quickly set him
down, and hiding her face in her shawl, give vent to the tears that
blinded her; for no expression of interest or amusement lighted up his
thin and sickly face. His recollections were few enough, but they were
all of one kind - all connected with the poverty and misery of his
parents. Hour after hour had he sat on his mother's knee, and with
childish sympathy watched the tears that stole down her face, and
then crept quietly away into some dark corner, and sobbed himself to
sleep. The hard realities of the world, with many of its worst privations
-
hunger and thirst, and cold and want - had all come home to him,
from the first dawnings of reason; and though the form of childhood
was there, its light heart, its merry laugh, and sparkling eyes were
wanting. 'The father and mother looked on upon this, and upon each
other, with thoughts of agony they dared not breathe in words. The
healthy, strong-made man, who could have borne almost any fatigue
of active exertion, was wasting beneath the close confinement and
unhealthy atmosphere of a crowded prison. The slight and delicate
woman was sinking beneath the combined effects of bodily and mental
illness. The child's young heart was breaking.
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