The Pickwick Papers


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upon it, a tranquil smile lighted up her pale features. I laid my hand  
softly on her shoulder. She started - it was only a passing dream. I  
leaned forward again. She screamed, and woke.  
'One motion of my hand, and she would never again have uttered cry  
or sound. But I was startled, and drew back. Her eyes were fixed on  
mine. I knew not how it was, but they cowed and frightened me; and I  
quailed beneath them. She rose from the bed, still gazing fixedly and  
steadily on me. I trembled; the razor was in my hand, but I could not  
move. She made towards the door. As she neared it, she turned, and  
withdrew her eyes from my face. The spell was broken. I bounded  
forward, and clutched her by the arm. Uttering shriek upon shriek,  
she sank upon the ground.  
'
Now I could have killed her without a struggle; but the house was  
alarmed. I heard the tread of footsteps on the stairs. I replaced the  
razor in its usual drawer, unfastened the door, and called loudly for  
assistance.  
'
They came, and raised her, and placed her on the bed. She lay bereft  
of animation for hours; and when life, look, and speech returned, her  
senses had deserted her, and she raved wildly and furiously.  
'
Doctors were called in - great men who rolled up to my door in easy  
carriages, with fine horses and gaudy servants. They were at her  
bedside for weeks. They had a great meeting and consulted together in  
low and solemn voices in another room. One, the cleverest and most  
celebrated among them, took me aside, and bidding me prepare for  
the worst, told me - me, the madman! - that my wife was mad. He  
stood close beside me at an open window, his eyes looking in my face,  
and his hand laid upon my arm. With one effort, I could have hurled  
him into the street beneath. It would have been rare sport to have  
done it; but my secret was at stake, and I let him go. A few days after,  
they told me I must place her under some restraint: I must provide a  
keeper for her. I! I went into the open fields where none could hear  
me, and laughed till the air resounded with my shouts!  
'
She died next day. The white-headed old man followed her to the  
grave, and the proud brothers dropped a tear over the insensible  
corpse of her whose sufferings they had regarded in her lifetime with  
muscles of iron. All this was food for my secret mirth, and I laughed  
behind the white handkerchief which I held up to my face, as we rode  
home, till the tears Came into my eyes.  
'But though I had carried my object and killed her, I was restless and  
disturbed, and I felt that before long my secret must be known. I could  
not hide the wild mirth and joy which boiled within me, and made me  
when I was alone, at home, jump up and beat my hands together, and  


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