The Last Man


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idea, that a word, a look of reconciliation from her, would be received  
with joy, and repay long years of severity. Now that the time was gone for  
the exercise of such power, she fell at once upon the thorny truth of  
things, and felt that neither smile nor caress could penetrate to the  
unconscious state, or influence the happiness of her who lay in the vault  
beneath. This conviction, together with the remembrance of soft replies to  
bitter speeches, of gentle looks repaying angry glances; the perception of  
the falsehood, paltryness and futility of her cherished dreams of birth and  
power; the overpowering knowledge, that love and life were the true  
emperors of our mortal state; all, as a tide, rose, and filled her soul  
with stormy and bewildering confusion. It fell to my lot, to come as the  
influential power, to allay the fierce tossing of these tumultuous waves. I  
spoke to her; I led her to reflect how happy Idris had really been, and how  
her virtues and numerous excellencies had found scope and estimation in her  
past career. I praised her, the idol of my heart's dear worship, the  
admired type of feminine perfection. With ardent and overflowing eloquence,  
I relieved my heart from its burthen, and awoke to the sense of a new  
pleasure in life, as I poured forth the funeral eulogy. Then I referred to  
Adrian, her loved brother, and to her surviving child. I declared, which I  
had before almost forgotten, what my duties were with regard to these  
valued portions of herself, and bade the melancholy repentant mother  
reflect, how she could best expiate unkindness towards the dead, by  
redoubled love of the survivors. Consoling her, my own sorrows were  
assuaged; my sincerity won her entire conviction.  
She turned to me. The hard, inflexible, persecuting woman, turned with a  
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